It wasn't until I saw the video with subtitles that the enormity of the words hit me.
My phone flashed and I see she keeps calling
Answer the phone, she keeps bawling
Said she was broke and how she's living is appalling
She needs building up and sorting
She told me that her soldiers have all fallen
Told me to rush like a wind bringing the warmth in
A sob story and I bought it
Felt good, she asked me to move in
Said together we can build a new ting
The truth is, I looked up to her and needed soothing
I thought if she accepted me my worth would be proven
Yeah, and new kids
Born in our house, a new movement
A future of mixed cultures, but I was so fucking stupid
Didn't stop to think how badly it would just confuse them
Like "Daddy why does Mum hate me? She looks at me and says 'Who's this?'"
I came home one day and she changed the locks
My brown and white sepia sapna gone to pot
Says she blames me for how lately she's been feeling lost
How she ain't what she was and how her kids don't show no love
So now she's taking back control and she wants me to fuck off
Told the feds I'm dangerous, insane and trying to kill her off
Had no time to explain to them, the sniper's took their shots
I'm heartbroken and I'm homeless, forgotten who I was
Before I got told I'm only good for blood, sweat and cock
Britannia's trying to throw me out, Brittney, baby, please stop
I thought we had a special thing, I know that we can make it up
Brittney, if you break up with me I might just break up
This will either be the end of me or be the wake-up
Brittania breaking up with me, this is the break up
The way Riz Ahmed personifies the relationship makes it all the more obvious as to how abusive Britain has been towards the rest of the world over its history. In school we're taught about Britain's history in a positive light, despite the exploitation but here, Ahmed isn't talking about history that came long before us, he's talking about the conduct of the current regime. I have to say that I've been very lucky in my life. I've encountered next to no racism, unlike my parents and grand parents did. And yet the issue of Brexit has made me feel very uncomfortable. Maybe some of it is down to being a parent too.
I don't remember ever wishing that there was more representation of my own culture on TV but it was always appreciated when I saw it. Now, it's more than appreciation. For my kids it's great to see that they can achieve any dream they have because the glass ceiling has already been broken.
The Long Goodbye is one of the shortest albums I've listened to, but it's brevity has provoked a lot of thinking for me.
If you haven't already, it's also worth watching the first video from the album for the track Where You From. Particularly, these two lines really spoke to me:
Britain's where I'm born, and I love a cup of tea and that
But tea ain't from Britain it's from where my DNA is at
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